yo. my annual flu is back.
always at this period of time
i dun like it at all.
i recall wad happen last year.
it was during mid years.
then my nose was very bad
it was dripping -.-"
i fell asleep during lessons and found my nose dripping wet
v sick. but this year isnt as bad
haha but still. it sucks haha

anyway, the order of multiplication was announced on sat
we are now E402 and N399
i'm currently in N399
v excited =) this is the first time i'm part of a new cg
haha wad's more i can start off as a helper
armorbearer! yeah =)
and i got yishi, lynn, von and isaac with me
and mel is my leader
they shall all be my best frens
i believe the cg is gonna be great =D

mike connell. wow. seriously.
thanks mel for helping me get the book
and elaine for lending it to me =)
it really helped me prepare myself haha
it feels so good la haha.
i thought saturday was v good.
but sunday was even better haha.
God never shortchanges us =)

7/30/2007 08:02:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

yes. finally back online and posting =)
i sorta missed coming online at first
but it felt sorta pointless and troublesome after a while
but yah wanna thank several people.
esp randy and yiwei
haha for helping me with my laptop
haha and also my dear parents and uncle daniel who has been providing for me
and to e402, for support, care, love and fun =)

multiplication.
i'm looking forward to saturday
i've never experienced it before but i feel its gonna be sad and happy
i hope i dun cry haha but yeah, i'll miss certain people
especially when we grew up together,
fought this fight of faith together
and i know, at the very end, we will still be buddies
right, sean? haha

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harry potter.
gosh i thought it was super anti climax la
the ending was BAD
it was exciting all the way until the last part when snape died
and harry found out he has to sacrifice himself too
and died.
i was like "~!@#$%^&*()_+"
then even worse,
he resurrected. -_-""
then he became a totally different person
so wise and skilled and strong
and killed voldemort
and after that it was 19 yrs later.
happy ending.
harry married ginny
3 kids. albus severus, james, lily
ron married hermione
2 kids i think. hugo and rose
draco malfoy married someone not mentioned
with a kid called scorpius
lupin and tonks died during the final battle
and had a boy called teddy tonks
who is going steady with victoire (who is probably the daughter of bill and fleur)
neville became a herbology professor.
i didn't feel much sadness in the deaths
it's like someone just died... then next thing draws your attention away
anyway, what happened to "fight, and keep fighting. for only then will evil be keep at bay"
rowling made it sound like harry defeated evil once and for all
bleh. i will re read the whole thing while i'm free
i always like the endings becuz there is always something at the end makes you wanna re read
and anticipate the next book. but now... zzzz
but yeah, on the whole it's a very nice book
rated 9.5/10 =)

7/23/2007 11:17:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

phew my muscles are all aching haha
gosh 20 pull-ups are already taking a toll on my body
haha and the abs exercise from MH is really working haha

my beloved phone died on me on saturday night during svc
and on the third day, it resurrected once again!
hahaha. praise God.
i almost wanted to bring it up to nokia shop that day.
i realise now i really cannot live without my phone
i've got to call and coordinate so many things that it can kill me if my phone dies haha

anyway, i was reflecting on my past once again.
and i realised that it might just be perfectly normal to not be sad when my parents divorced or even when my dad wasn't around
the thought came to my mind that because i thought couldnt trust anyone since i grew up seeing my parents fight and quarrel all the time
i might have shut myself out and didnt want to face wadever feelings or emotions i have inside
which was why i didnt have many friends either.
haha so really wanna thank God for working a miracle.

oh yeah i went for ns medical check up today.
i got pes A la.
damn they anyhow anyhow put ppl pes A wan haha
i hope i did well for my vocational test.

7/11/2007 03:37:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

ya post post haha.
lack of sleep.
ah... it's bad becuz i get grumpy/emo easily when i'm tired
how i wish it's still holiday though.

anyway i flunk my physics with a 24%.
i'm not surprised since i really dunno half of the paper
and the other half i only know abit of it.

gosh i really need to start staying awake during lectures.
or i'm gonna die in a lvls.
God help me T.T

cjc-chc first gathering
it was super tough trying to get everyone, so i just decided to get their contacts
and also the contacts of those they know and are supposed to come
we have 23 people in the school from church!
or at least that many we can find
there are quite a few new or low profile people around i think
haha but that's ok. we'll get more and more people soon

still a little stressed. almost everyday my schedule is packed
and i'm taking up even more leadership roles than before.
it's gonna be difficult if i do this alone.
i need to lean on God more.

cg and svc were good.
cg: i played for worship and gave the offering msg for the first time
was quite nervous though.
still have lots to improve for both sides
svc: exceeding righteousness. great sermon.
i think i've learnt alot this weekend.

i need a sabbath!

7/08/2007 09:59:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

wheee just played tennis with torrance
it was enjoyable haha.
especially when sean goes all out to hit the ball with not proper techniques and style
haha. but yeah, i prefer table-tennis more
but now i'm tired again. i have guitar practice later with mel and cy. geez

oh ytd, i went out with weiting, von, mel, aldo, seng, gh, vincent and sean in the afternoon
we played pool! haha aldo is pro la, even though it was only his fourth time playing
i won him quite luckily twice and lost twice, so we're even haha
i was quite accurate for long shots ytd haha
but all the easy shots i miss -.-"
then we went to eat chicken rice at lucky plaza for dinner
only weiting and von left when we went to heeren to fix sean's watch
but cy and hock wee joined us
and we continue to walk to ps
spent some time playing at yamaha, then went to watch cy and hock wee eat.
sina and yy and dewen joined us there becuz we were going for movie
so i sent weiting and von off (sry i can't sent you two home cuz i can't duplicate myself haha)

we watched transformers!
it was super cool
cuz of the graphics and moderately nice humour
it's worth watching if you ask me. a definite four star
just that there are some parts that are not clear. yup.
ah. tired.

7/03/2007 01:16:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

wah seh i'm extremely tired.
it's been a long long time since i felt body aches,
and the appreciation of a comfy bed and sleep
i slept at 3am ytd and woke up at 6.45am
went to help out spelling bee so that the cg can haf good seats again haha
then i was almost falling asleep during the sermon but i didnt la.
cuz got alot of notes to take
haha then after that i rushed to the a lvl meeting
i hurried down to my cg hoping that there is a chance to fill my stomach
end up i haf to go back to hall 1 to move the chairs already
so... free hard labour for the next 4 hrs
i promptly fell asleep when i had the chance at the end of it
haha

tmr i'm gonna go out to play pool and watch movie!
finally some recreational activities hahahaha =P
yay~!

7/02/2007 01:49:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

haha today started out bad =(
i set my alarm at 10am
i was supposed to meet randy at 11am at amk mrt to pass him my laptop
and go for cg at 12.30am to prepare
i woke up at 12am.
panicked, rushed out wearing my specs cuz got no time to lose
waited 10 mins for cab.
reached amk at 12.45pm and passed the laptop to randy
waited till 1.30pm for a stupid cab
(i tried calling a cab but ended up holding on to the call for 30 mins and the stupid program says "sorry, there is no available cab at the moment, please try again later" and hanged up)
reached cg place at 2.10pm
then comes the fun lol.

i led games today!
haha i name the game "scissors paper stone: team battle v1"
i shall not go into details because it's kinda complicated to explain but simple to play
but the members seemed to haf fun.
which was good =)
anyway, cg atmosphere. crap it could have been much better
thank God i went for svc after that.
because worship was v good (i came in only during worship lol)
the moment i went in i felt the presence of God flowing already
and while worshipping in the spirit, i felt God show me some things la
i saw myself as a kid kneeling worshipping Him at the bottom of the stairs where He sat on His throne on high
then He came down from His throne, picked me up and we sat on the steps talking
then He carried me up onto the throne and i just sat there like a child on the father's lap talking
then i saw myself running a race
God was at the finishing line, cheering me on
then i began to feel tired and wanted to give up
then He ran down beside me and push me and run with me
haha somehow those two visions i had really touched my heart la. yup =)

yeap. God turned a bad day into a good day for me haha.

7/01/2007 12:14:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY